29th September Dear White, I write you today with a mournful heart. My dear Kelly has betrayed me by bedding with another. I am lost. She seems to hold sincere regrets, yet I cannot remove these visions from my mind. The idea of someone placing their lips to hers and touching her- I cannot fathom it without deep sorrow and anger overtaking me. This girl was to be mine for all my natural life! How can I be expected to trust her after such an offense? For years, I was without remorse in my actions, but I was almost always forthright with people. There exists a small portion of my mind that doubts her sincerity. Such a transgression by one who professed ever- lasting devotion seems unforgivable. It has ripped apart the vision of how my life was to be.